Kathy's Memory

God,I knew that's my fault,please forgive me.

After being diagnosed with an aggressive form of leukemia,a young buyer at a Chicago department store returns to the small town in which she grew up to share the news with her family.

Sarah Russell is a woman burdened by more than one secret.In addition to the news of her illness,which she has difficulty breaking to er perennially optimistic parents,Gayle and Paul,she also carries the memory--and guilt--of an accident six years earlier for which she still feels responsible,and which drove her to leave town in the first place.

Sarah now finds herself once again in emotional conflict with a grieving couple who live across the street, Lorraine and Howard Morrissey. We gradually learn that they blame their loss on Sarah. The latter craves forgiveness, but believes that her cancer is a deserved punishment for her sins, and abjures treatment.

Sarah's guilt also complicates her relationship with her ex-boyfriend, Evan. The cause of their original breakup -- her feelings of shame -- continue to divide them, despite Evan's insistence that he loves her and his continued support.

Sarah's parents have found out that she has been accepted to medical school, forcing Sarah to continue the ruse that she's happily planning for the future.

Sarah's secret becomes even more burdensome once she becomes symptomatic. The film -- directed by Jeff Bleckner -- is starkly emotional, but never grim. It grapples with mortality, grief and the need for truth and the possibility of reconciliation, while it derives subtlety from its main characters' inability to communicate with each other.

 

I am so rich,so happiness.You are all stand with me.We should embraced each other.

　　没有提前通知，姐姐一家三口晚上回来。容容已经睡着了，熟睡了躺在我床上，还是第一次。看她酣睡的样子，我突然觉得很温暖，很安全。或许，因为她是小孩子。没有杂念。

　　轻轻地躺在她身边，一股暖流蔓延全身。惹得我睡意蒙胧。
　　一夜无梦。

Nick said all right.It's time to say goodbye.That is the feeling now.

 

《Goodbye my lover》

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.